Oh How the Turntables... (Prod. ILY_BBY) - JReaper Remix

LYRICS

[Chorus]

Jaded

I've been up since 3am it's

Hard to feel ok since

I got in your way with

All my expectations 

Everything you say

I feel it in my chest when

My heart ceases beating

I'll find myself again

[Verse]

Shove a needle through my eye

Last time that you crossed my heart

I swore I'd never let you find

Where I go to get some solace from your mind

Every time I see your lips move I feel like I could dive

Head first off a cliff

When the rocky riverbed meets my neck

I thought I'd drown but I floated up instead

Now I'm reaching for the heavens 

Didn't think I would get in so

Forgive me when I tried to drag you down with me again

Pull the covers off my bed

where you thought you'd find me is a memory instead

[Chorus]

I'm jaded

I've been up since 3am it's

Hard to feel ok since

I got in your way with

All my expectations 

Everything you say

I feel it in my chest when

My heart ceases beating

I'll find myself again

[Verse JReaper]

I lay alone in my bed

Think about all the days you left me for dead

Girl, I'm so exhausted

From all the pain you seemed to cause me

Please don't try to understand me

When I fucking say that

I'm not chasing

I asked you for

All the right reasons

You just say it's

Piecies season

You made me hate me

I should start digging

My own grave 'cause

You made me feel so jaded

[Chorus]

Jaded

I've been up since 3am it's

Hard to feel ok since

I got in your way with

All my expectations 

Everything you say

I feel it in my chest when

My heart ceases beating

I'll find myself again