Oh How the Turntables... (Prod. ILY_BBY)

LYRICS

[Chorus]

Jaded

I've been up since 3am it's

Hard to feel ok since

I got in your way with

All my expectations 

Everything you say

I feel it in my chest when

My heart ceases beating

I'll find myself again

[Verse]

Shove a needle through my eye

Last time that you crossed my heart

I swore I'd never let you find

Where I go to get some solace from your mind

Every time I see your lips move I feel like I could dive

Head first off a cliff

When the rocky riverbed meets my neck

I thought I'd drown but I floated up instead

Now I'm reaching for the heavens 

Didn't think I would get in so

Forgive me when I tried to drag you down with me again

Pull the covers off my bed

where you thought you'd find me is a memory instead

[Chorus]

I'm jaded

I've been up since 3am it's

Hard to feel ok since

I got in your way with

All my expectations 

Everything you say

I feel it in my chest when

My heart ceases beating

I'll find myself again

[Verse]

This Death wish

Burned into my flesh with

Initials of my ex and

a ton of indignation

Everything you thought I did was your imagination 

Now you're an afterthought

You think you're tough, so I'm cutting you off

I hit block now I'm calling the shots

And leaving your ass in the parking lot so

Pull the covers off my bed

where you thought you'd find me is a memory instead I

I think I'm better off dead

Hammer to the powder introduce me to the lead

[Chorus]

I'm jaded

I've been up since 3am it's

Hard to feel ok since

I got in your way with

All my expectations 

Everything you say

I feel it in my chest when

My heart ceases beating

I'll find myself again